Stretching

As I began this mission journey, I knew I would be venturing into new and unfamiliar territory. I didn’t realize how challenging it would be. I was one who always liked to be in control, organized and structured. Upon leaving my Colorado home, my life became anything but that. Living out of a suitcase for three months was the beginning of my “stretching.” Psalm 131 became my mantra.

St. Anthony Hospital, where I’m ministering, primarily serves poor and under-served Mexican immigrants. I minister two days a week in the OB/GYN Clinic and three days in the Diabetes Center. The Clinic is very busy. Most of the patients I encounter are young Hispanic women who speak little or no English. When I see them spending hours waiting to see a physician, something Mother Cabrini said comes mind. “Know how to alleviate pain, dress wounds, console the troubled and strengthen the weak with the precious balm of the love of Jesus’ heart.” Remembering this helps me transcend the obstacles I encounter.

My co-workers in the Diabetes Center have been most gracious in sharing their Hispanic culture and helping me understand the struggles of the Mexican community—gentle stretching. They have also indoctrinated me in Mexican cuisine—fish tacos have become a favorite. I’ve gained 17 pounds!

After much contemplation and prayer, it was decided that I’ll stay here until February, 2005, when I’ll go to Swaziland. As I begin this new phase of transition, my excitement is mixed with anxiety. I know that I am better prepared now for my time in Swaziland. I continue to strive for Mother Cabrini’s courage and zeal and frequently invoke her motto, “I can do all things in Him who strengthens me.” (Philippians 4:13)

Mission is full of transition and struggle. These transforming experiences have assured me that God’s presence is everlasting and constant, always nudging me to a deeper awareness and new life. May the certainty of God’s presence continue to keep each of us comforted, reassured and affirmed.